Gurl in ur hearth there is a container .
It contain every hearth tht other boys give u .
i was one of the dozen in it .
i try to leave the container
I wanted to leave a space in it
a space tht u will rmb it
so i can go back to it .
i just wanted to ask u
i can i go back to the container
but i dont think so ~

it may seen to be a hurt to me
i learn .
everytime im with u i felt happy
buts in the sane time i felt
ur not my anymore
the gap between us .. make me feel im alone
~~ i felt tht i need someone to be there for me
i felt tht i need someone to love again
but i can find no one
..~
whats hope to me ~
it not true anymore
nothing more den a fairytale
everything are just like make up .

but i belive i wont be with anymore
soo y dont i move on
..
gurl u told me im a change person
im change to a person tht smile lesser ..
i miss ur smile ):

Thursday, November 04, 2010

starting . We was just someone tht didt links to each other's
soon i became ur stead ..
few days later i became ur ex ..
few moths later i became no one to u
.... im tht someone tht keep hopping tht u would came back for me ..
im tht someone tht miis u ..
im tht someone thht still lieing to myself
im tht someone became a hurnt to all ur ex //
a untrusted love tht make betwen u two ..

i knew tht ur ex all afaid of me ..
i knew tht im a silly staning above all de pain and hope of one thing i trust and hope for .. tht is getting u back ..

im wonrng . im allawys nothing to u
even thoug ur smile is so sweet tht light up my days
...but i knew tht i was nothinh compair to ur friends

the pain of my is nothing
but wat i cost u to lost is everythings seen so hurnt

im totaly crazy for u ler gurl
i hoe it is times for miie to move on ..
i wan and i must change ,,
to someone tht no one hoe's
to someone tht dont care
to someone tht's dont belive into myself anymore ..

Now wats most importian is my family and brother's[sister's]
lost too mush ler...

Labels: given up on u my piggy ..

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Today Will be de last Drinking sesson with 211 brothers??
not sure wat will happen after today
); feeling weird luhs ...

........................................................
3nd moth luhs forgeting got the brave to forgets rite now

forgeting every bit of u in my mind
but it will be stuck in my hearth i wont forget's...
fall too deeply into u>?
..............

if i can go back in time i would said No ...
u totaly change miie during this days ....
befor that im not hu im now ......
u mabe miie feel's like fly when i see u smile and miie
u mabe miie angry said someone distuing u
u mabe miie sad when u broke off with miie
im like a idot keep walking pass ur class
but i dont care just to see u );
..............................
Forgeting u ; just as u wish
hopeless idot

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Bored;D

when to SantosA today tired But Fun :DDDD
took alot of pic with my aunt they all :D

Had a queel with my dad today i was not worng den he scold miie NBCB Knn
PBK >>>>>>

F**King angry with him Z

Monday, June 14, 2010